i have returned from BATH! ...and apparently my jakers stayed in the SAME hostel as i did years ago? small small oh so small, but sometimes way too big world. The Hostel was beautiful, a bit of a hike from the city, up this hill, nestled in the woods, oh so secret garden-esq, in an italian style villa, whoa! Also, highlight of Bath, cows, beautiful cows. If one choose, as i clearly did, one could walk though the National Trust(a bunch of public feilds) on the way back to the city, and in these fields were cows. The cows and i gained a good respect for one another, I drew pictures of them, and they smelled me. AHHHHHH So much more to say about Bath, water, churches, beautiful spaces, it smelled good....unlike some smelling london moments. I practically had a religious moment in bath abby, bassically it was a good trip....and my first of such a kind on my own. The schedule had been really weird so i had three days off in a row, no friends about, and so i decided to take myself on holiday, like the lady and lords of old. It was a bit strange, and a bit enpowering. London is London is London. It's one of those experiences that is changing my life, but doing so by reinforcing my heart. by solidifying what is important and good and worth trying for and loving. So even when it's hard, and cold and oh rainy, yep that happens, this is the whole young person discovery part of the kate movie. Also apparently Jane Austin hatted her time in Bath, but wrote two novels about it when she returned to the country. So to take a note from Jane, i just have to make something creative about the ups and downs when i return. Though really it's a lot of ups. KC my roomie and i went to see clips of old films in Trafalger Square last night. It was beautiful and we ate popcorn....can you get anybetter than that. Meanwhile, i am preparing for the return, the monologues, the reimergence. cant wait. but i promise to live it up as much as i can while still here. promise